"The amount of pain and trauma that I am carrying around (and mostly does not really belong to me) became incredibly obvious to me. I could see it and feel it, but I don’t know what it really is. It’s suddenly very obvious that I need to unload it. "
"I feel like I should do this journey a few more times to see if I can unload more of what I am carrying around. After the journey I had a vivid dream that included Alaya working with my daughter and two of her friends. It was incredible. We were at a busy beach at nighttime. The girls were younger than their current age, with happy wide smiles."
"I forgive myself from blaming others from my creations... The ways I have attracted others on their paths to collide into me, for me to collide into them to have experiences that spark the remembering, that spark the beautification and the purification of my embodiment here in this dimension. I forgive myself for hurting others as I have collided into them as I misunderstood why we were colliding." Truth bomb! BOOMI had crossed over and right before this part above, my leg jumped and hit a stool nearby, it hurt me a bit, and I woke up to really hear this part so pertinent to me right now. SO grateful for this rewiring of my brain understanding. I love this journey. Truly Healing!